|[10:41] Victim: Well, you IMed
me after the so-called "Satanist"
attacks (sorry to put them in quotes, I'm unsure of that right now) and
confirmed that they happened. Did they? Or was that a lie?
[10:41] CULTIST: No, that happened
[10:41] Victim: Did people really die on your end?
[10:41] CULTIST: And it happened again, recently, yes
[10:41] CULTIST: Oh yes
[10:42] Victim: How did that happen? I know Chris's God is not the God of the Bible.
[10:42] CULTIST: Oh?
[10:42] Victim: Well, he almost killed me, CULTIST.
[10:42] CULTIST: There is more than one God?
[10:42] Victim: Not sure on that one yet. Forgive me for my doubt. :P
[10:43] Victim: Try being brainwashed for two years and see if you come out with normal recovery. ;)
[10:43] CULTIST: It's ok, I am just trying to understand why you left, since you were so close and all.
[10:43] Victim: Because he almost killed me.
[10:43] CULTIST: He brainwashed you?
[10:43] Victim: And he'll kill someone else.
[10:43] CULTIST: How will he do that?
[10:43] Victim: Give another false prophecy.
[10:44] Victim: You know, he had a member rob my home?
[10:44] CULTIST: Chris did?
[10:44] Victim: Yes. It was in my testimony.
[10:44] CULTIST: Yes, I read that
[10:44] CULTIST: So now you are warning the whole worlld?
[10:45] Victim: I have to. But at the same time, I have to know where exactly this power comes from, if it truly exists. :P
[10:45] Victim: Because if we were to judge Chris by the Bible alone, its not the same God.
[10:45] CULTIST: Oh it exists
[10:46] CULTIST: I have never liked him, but he has been right about many things, sad to say
[10:46] Victim: But wrong about so many others.
[10:46] Victim: I can't trust someone who is only half right.
[10:46] Victim: Not with my life.
[10:47] CULTIST: Lol, well then you will trust no one, becase no one is 100% right
[10:47] Victim: LOL, I believe if there's a God out there, He can make them give 100% correct prophecies. ;)
[10:48] CULTIST: You no longer believ e in god?
[10:48] Victim: I know there's something, that's all I have to work with.
[10:48] CULTIST: Oh my
[10:48] CULTIST: You have changed
CULTIST I got myself
into this mess
5:24:42 PM CULTIST I don't want <censored> to know what I am thinking
5:24:50 PM Victim ok. If you're sure thats how you want to do it.
5:25:00 PM CULTIST i AM NOT SUPPOSED TO KNOW WHERE TO GO
5:25:09 PM Victim That's terrible by the way
5:25:14 PM CULTIST he would be suspicious if I just turn up
5:25:17 PM Victim does that mean you cannot get to your son, technically, without help?
5:25:24 PM Victim Maybe you should be showing up with the police.
5:25:30 PM CULTIST yes but I didn't see it that way
5:25:38 PM CULTIST I trusted these people, I still do a bit
5:25:45 PM CULTIST no
5:25:50 PM CULTIST please he has things on me
5:26:02 PM Victim im not saying im about to do anything like that.
5:26:05 PM CULTIST please
5:26:07 PM Victim i am just saying
5:26:09 PM CULTIST don't tell anyone
5:26:12 PM CULTIST please
5:26:16 PM Victim i wasnt saying i would, i was saying you could
5:26:19 PM Victim take it easy
5:26:22 PM CULTIST NO
5:26:27 PM CULTIST I would get into trouble
5:26:30 PM Victim okay.
5:26:35 PM Victim My main point was...
5:26:46 PM Victim your not being physically able to reach your son without their help is a tremendous power.
5:26:48 PM Victim they hold over you
5:26:53 PM Victim regardless of any trust.
5:26:59 PM CULTIST but I didn't see it like that
5:27:07 PM CULTIST now you have made me feel worried
5:27:17 PM Victim hm...
CULTIST Don't know
if I should talk to you or not anymore
5:22:16 PM Victim Hi there!
5:22:31 PM Victim Is something worrying you that wasn't before
5:22:38 PM Victim (welcome back by the way)
5:24:45 PM CULTIST I feel bad talking to you
5:25:01 PM Victim ah. I can understand where it's not easy.
5:25:08 PM Victim Any specific reason why, or just in general?
5:26:36 PM CULTIST you said some wrong things about <censored> and I don't know what to think anymore, he doesn't seem to be like I thought and I think it might have been something in my mind making me think he was bad
5:27:01 PM Victim Which things were wrong, do you recall?
5:28:09 PM CULTIST maybe we got him wrong, maybe I was just imaginening it all and they are my family and I am going against them
5:28:23 PM CULTIST what kind of person does that make me
5:28:34 PM CULTIST My son trusts them
5:28:41 PM Victim It makes you a strong person who asks questions, even when someone has tricked you.
5:28:49 PM Victim Yes, and your son is an 8 year old.
5:29:01 PM Victim .... 8 year olds are not known for their critical thinking abilities ;)
5:29:13 PM CULTIST it was aweful
5:29:19 PM CULTIST I have lied so much
5:29:24 PM CULTIST God will never forgive me
but today I think I was going to go mad
[02:02] CULTIST for the first time
[02:03] CULTIST I could feel it slipping
[02:03] CULTIST I know it sounds strange
[02:03] CULTIST but I will never forget what he said
[02:03] CULTIST and I am crying now (don't want symapthy) I am devastated
[02:03] CULTIST I have never felt so
[02:04] CULTIST can't think what it is
[02:04] Victim I think its normal to feel a sense of loss in a situation like this... if thats what it is
[02:05] Victim but well?
[02:05] Victim I'm not sure what to say to help, really...
[02:05] CULTIST YEAH, SO I have to move on now, I don't think I WILL GET WHAT I want from him, he'll always have a bit of me
[02:05] CULTIST I wanted to get it
[02:05] CULTIST but I will jsut have to forget it
[02:05] Victim Time heals that, unless you keep talking to him, in which case you get messed up again.
[02:05] CULTIST and get my life back together
[02:05] Victim Yeah
[02:06] Victim Trying to like maybe make sure your son stays in school and all
[02:06] Victim sounds good
[02:06] CULTIST you think I am a bad Mom, its ok, I am
[02:06] CULTIST but I will get it right now]
[02:06] Victim no, not bad mom
[02:06] CULTIST yeah I am
[02:06] Victim what's a "bad mom" anyway
[02:06] CULTIST its ok
[02:07] CULTIST I know I am